sometimes i wear sexy clothes underneath my work clothes and i secretly dance around inside my head all day.

today i have a lot of energy. it's great! i think food greatly affects the amount of energy i have. i just, for the very first time, tried this baboon-butt orange called a minneola. it tasted exactly like an orange. i was glad that it wasn't bad.

i just stood on my hands for a little while and the blood rushed to my head. brian said that my face was red. i told him it was a gravity problem. aarthi didn't get it.

sometimes i feel like i'm the only one in the world and i'm just playing this video game. sometimes i laugh at the other characters in the game. mostly because of awkward moments. like this guy made a funny face at me as i was rounding a corner on my way to get some water. i had momentum, so i didn't have time to make a face back before he was out of sight. i just cracked up instead. i don't even know the guy but i've seen him around at work.

it's bad to think of people as characters, even if i think of myself as just a character in a fun story. people are people, not objects. i'm reading a book all about this. it's making me realize some of the problems i cause for other people. it's called Leadership and Self Deception: Getting Out of the Box. it's a quick read, and done through stories. it really changes the way i think about people in both personal and professional relationships. i'm not sure if it'll stick at all, but i hope so. i do recommend the book to everybody.

back to work. back to work. everybody. work work work work. work work.