totally lame

so so sorry for being such a lame poster lately. i was looking back in august of 04 to see if i blogged about my goodbye party since k was reminding me about it today but couldn't find it. what i did find was more interesting posts than the past year.

life is kind of confusing these days. so much happens yet nothing really does. i've been distracted a lot. doing much thinking. did something fun followed by something kind of dumb and now i'm in a sticky situation. do you ever give an opposite msg than you intend by mistake then you can't really fix it w/o being super-overt. yeah. so i'm feeling dumb. ack. i hate having unfinished business.