be careful what you wish for

so i've been sort of having a grumpy couple of days. grumpy and spacey. i'm not sure why except maybe it's that i was sick for a while so i'm just run-down. or maybe it's the rain, although i love the way the rain looks. i should do a painting based on the rain. so i had this unrequited interest not too far back and i was hoping that they would do something repulsive to erase the interest and then they did and i was taken aback until i realized that i got what i wanted.