written revelations

i have 2 pages left in my journal. two beautiful blank pages. what profound moments will make me decide to fill those pages? i have kept written journals since 6th grade. completing a book and choosing the next one is significant. my current journal began in september of 2004. it begins, "I live in Boston now." for some reason, changing journals tends to correspond with changing phases of my life. this one would have corresponded, except that i avoided writing for a while. the july 06 changes were difficult, and writing is cathartic in a way for which i was not prepared, not ready to commit. it's good to be writing again, feeling things, facing things. i've had the next journal chosen for about 6 months now, so i'm looking forward to closing this book.